I have been successfully breastfeeding for over two months now (go me!). It has been great and not so great at times. This week has been one of the not-so-great times.
I went back to work.
I think that says it all. Working and pumping is something I would not wish on my worst enemy. It is uncomfortable, embarrassing, and depressing. I'm not quite sure if my co-workers have figured out why I lock myself in my office twice a day for 20 minutes or so but they are definately suspicious. I need a sign on my door. "Milking in progress. Do Not Disturb" Maybe that will stop all the whispering.
I want nothing more than to be cuddling at home with my warm loving baby, rather than being stuck here at work being violated by a cold lifeless machine. I don't want to LOOK at a picture of my baby in order for my let down to happen quicker, I want my actual baby.
Time to break out the pump, turn up the radio, and suck the liquid gold right out of me...only because I love my baby so much.
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